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1 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[21 Feb 2007|02:26pm]
[ mood | squeeee. ]



yeah, that was fun.

Bleed For Me!

[17 Dec 2006|11:50am]
just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time.

2 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[01 Apr 2006|07:52am]
i know she loved me once, but those days are gone.
she used to call me every day from a payphone on her break for lunch just to say she can't wait to come home.....

the last time that i saw her she was picking through which records were hers.
her clothes were packed in boxes with some pots and pans, some books, and a toaster.
just then a mouse scurried across the floor...
and we started laughing til it didn't hurt....

Bleed For Me!

[02 Jan 2006|07:51pm]
why is the disappearance of two animals tearing me apart so much.

sadie. peaches. ;_; i fucking loved you kids.

nothing has made me cry. i've been a fucking solid brick through all the shit i've been through. and you guys are making me cry.

before i leave this lj, i just had to say so long to you fellas. i'll sincerely miss you.

you were the best of the best of the domesticated kind.

1 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[02 Jan 2006|07:48pm]
i had an amazing new year. not new years day, but the new year so far. the last week has been amazing. and todays lj posts are dribing me crazy.

her newyars resolution is to be a whore.

good luck.

i'm out.

Livejournal, you started this all. you're the oldest of them all, and you know it all started with you.

but i can't take this or these people anymore. i'm off to bigger and better things and this thing is dragging me down. so long.

no more lj.

Bleed For Me!

i'm alone in this bed room. she never fixes this. [31 Dec 2005|01:00pm]
Confess that in 2005 i... put an "X" by the things u did

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe


( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
(x) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss (my dad is my boss... gross)
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son (i am the boss' daughter)
(x) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like (friend)
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( )fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) made a junior varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office


(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile (i will today)
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) highlighted/ dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
(x) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
( ) drank alchohol
( ) drank alchohol underage
( ) tried drugs
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( )saw your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year overall

stolen from my honey.

2 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[30 Dec 2005|03:33pm]
i did feel sorry for myself. i hurt a lot for a good hour.

then i met people. people who changed my life, and in the long run, made me realize what terrible things await for you two. i know secrets about the both of you that would make the other cringe. but i'll let you two figure those out for yourselves.

i actually feel sorry for you two.
you deserve one another.

i have found a better world without you. a life with a brighter sunshine and cleaner air.

i hope you find the peace you guys left behind.

4 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[27 Dec 2005|04:46am]
and i hit a hard spot. and i had someone there to talk me through it.

i can't remember what it feels like to have someone catch my fall. it's. amazing.

Bleed For Me!

[27 Dec 2005|03:59am]
someone call an abulance, cause something's not right.

1 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[27 Dec 2005|03:40am]
hell yeah dropping out!

fuck you two pieces of shit. i'll never look at your faces again.

peace up. a-town down.

5 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[25 Dec 2005|01:06am]
[ mood | furious. ]

there are reasons i don't believe in god.

i just spent 3 hours painting on the computer.

what i came out with was the most AMAzing picture i've ever made in my entire LIFE! i can't say i've ever been more proud of anything. ever.

i went to resize it. and i typed in the wrong number.

iw ent to undo, and tehre was no undo, the program deleted my picture, and now it's gone. forever. i want to fucking kill something. i fucking hate god if he exists. and if i meet him i'll punch him in his fucking face.

2 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

yup [24 Dec 2005|04:42pm]
yay for more tattoos under the cutCollapse )

3 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[22 Dec 2005|08:45pm]
i have to buy my jeans in the little boys section
and we all know there aint much of a selection
and underoos are a little old when you're 18
cause spiderman on your ass just aint mean

Derek, man, you are the best musician ever.

he made a whole song about me being a midget and brent being white trash. fucking hi-larious.

4 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[22 Dec 2005|12:21am]
i fucking hate holidays.

1 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[21 Dec 2005|11:59pm]
so buy a pretty dress, and wear it out tonight, for all the boys you think could out-do me.

im fine. i really am.
i'd just love to tell you i don't hate you for this without lying to you.

but i don't think that you know what you've been missing

8 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[12 Dec 2005|09:37pm]
on the movie:
froufrou sang the closing credits. i was in heaven.

on another note:
it's amazing the time we spend being timid.
put your hair behind your ears, look at the ground, and watch life pass by one moment after another.

one day i'll learn.

7 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[11 Dec 2005|12:08pm]
hot damn.

i look FANTASTIC in a turtleneck.

2 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[08 Dec 2005|06:55pm]
this is emilys back.
and her lotus flower tattoo.

i added onto it for her. ^_^
some improvements may be necessary.

10 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[07 Dec 2005|05:38pm]

4 Died For Me Bleed For Me!

[06 Dec 2005|09:58pm]

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